Ugh!!!

I hate college!!

Nothing is ever going to go right. I hate everything about this except that Aaron isn't 154 miles away this time. That right there is pretty nice... But everything else sucks ass.

Sigh

I know that I've been gone for a while. But then again, I'm not the same silly little girl that I was before. She's so gone. Maybe that's good. Maybe that's bad. But I will never go back. So take me as I am, or leave me the fuck alone.

Books

I'm thinking about keeping a new list of books that I'm reading lately..

I suppose it's just for myself. I have no real goals for my books besides the fact that I just want to start reading again.

So, here goes. New list. New start. Bring on the books.


1. Elixir - Hilary Duff
2. Hush, Hush - Becca Fitzpatrick
3. Crescendo - Becca Fitzpatrick

Catch-Up

Wow, I can't believe it's been so long since I've posted on here. I've been SOO busy. So, I'm just going to post a "catch-up" list of my books that I've read since the last one. And, hopefully I'll be able to keep track of what I've been reading more on here.

35. Their Eyes Were Watching God - Zora Neale Hurston
36. Night World #1 - L.J. Smith
37. Night World #2 - L.J. Smith
38. Companions of the Night - Vivian Vande Velde
39. The Heart of Glass (A-List #8) - Zoey Dean
40. Just Listen - Sarah Dessen
41. Along for the Ride - Sarah Dessen
42. The Otherwordlies - Jennifer Anne Kogler
43. Uninvited - Amanda Marrone
44. The Awakening - Kelley Armstrong
45. Golden Girl - Micol Ostow
46. Glass Houses (Morganville Vampire #1) - Rachel Caine
47. The Dead Girl's Dance (Morganville Vampire #2) - Rachel Caine
48. Midnight Alley (Morganville Vampire #3) - Rachel Caine
49. Feast of Fools (Morganville Vampire #4) - Rachel Caine
50. Lords of Misrule (Morganville Vampire #5) - Rachel Caine
51. Marked (House of Night #1) - P.C. and Kristin Cast
52. Betrayed (House of Night #2) - P.C. and Kristin Cast
53. Chosen (House of Night #3) - P.C. and Kristin Cast

Mmn... faith?

"I love who I am.
And, that's just that.
You can hear someone talking about how people should just get along.
Their "faith" is just a little part of them.
Look past it.
But, I have found that I can't.
I just can't.
Because to me, it's a huge part of me.
Wait, correction, it IS me.
My faith, my God.
It is soo big in my life that you CAN'T get past it.
So, how do I get past yours when you worship something different?
Or, if you don't believe at all?
Now, I'm not saying that I am rude, mean, or discriminating against anyone.
But, how can I put that in the past?
How can I forget that you believe something as different as that of me?
It's hard.
I know that I can never be best friends with someone like that.
Nor could I ever date someone like that.
And, what sucks, is that where I live, there's not that many faithful ones.
Ones that are die-hard in what their faith is.
:(
Ugh, another topic similar to this, is Catholics that aren't actually Catholics.
I'm talking about those that call themselves one of us.
But, they don't believe.
They don't agree with everything we teach.
You're not Catholic if you disagree.
This is not a pick and choose kind of thing.
Yeah, you can choose to be Catholic or not.
But, you're not half-and-half.
You're just a wanna-be.
And, I'm not here to try and be putting people down.
You just annoy me, that's all... XD
I try my hardest in my daily life to change people's views on us.
To show them that there are some stupid people out there who have labeled themselves Catholic.
But, that's not ALL of us.
Sheesh.
A lot of us ROCK.
Just give us a chance.
It's not our fault for the mistakes of others.
And, thanks for influencing the bad in people's views.
You're giving bad impressions on what we stand for.
I guess I shall pray for you.
So, if whoever reads this is one of those who have fallen away
or, you're undecided on what you believe,
I will pray for you.
No, I'm not some bible-pusher.
I don't go around splashing holy water on everyone I see.
I do love though.
And, I believe in the power of prayer.
To the people of unknown, my prayers are sent towards you."

Who the fuck was I kidding?

April '09 Reads

30. City of Ashes : Mortal Instruments trilogy #2 - Cassandra Clare
31. City of Glass : Mortal Instruments trilogy #3 - Cassandra Clare
32. American Beauty : A-List #7 - Zoey Dean
33. Bullyville - Francine Prose
34. Shine, Coconut Moon - Neesha Meminger

March '09 Reads

24. Back In Black : A-List #5 - Zoey Dean
25. Skinned - Robin Wasserman
26. I Can't Tell You - Hillary Frank
27. Some Like It Hot : A-List #6 - Zoey Dean
28. City of Bones : Mortal Instruments Trilogy #1 - Cassandra Clare
29. Max : Maximum Ride #5 - James Patterson